Friday, August 08, 2008
I'm sick of all those quarrels. Sick of waiting at times. Sick of all those last minute changes. Sometime i just keep thinking, am i expecting alot from you ? Even if i do, i'm sorry cause i'm not use to the way you treat me. I'm so used to how jason treats me. Whenever i need him, he will always be here. No last minute of changes. No waiting of msg or calls. No quarrels as he always give in to me. But that's the past. Now, the way you treat me seems so unfamiliar, not use to it. Feel weird. I don't know. And at times, i don't even know what the hell are you thinking! You don't express it out. But when you really do express it out, how you ever give a thought to my feelings ? Not only you that feel so stress up or pissed. You just don't know how much i've suffered. How many time must i cry till you understand? FREAK FREAK FREAK ! I'm sick of everything ! All seems to fall apart. Times and times when i need you, were you here for me ?STANLEY TEO WEI LOON ! HOW MUCH MORE MUST I SUFFER? HOW MUCH MORE MUST I DO TO MAKE YOU HAPPY? WHAT CAN I DO OR WHAT DO YOU REALLY WANT? WHEN YOU ARE SAD OR WHAT SO EVER, DO YOU EVEN BOTHER TELLING ME?
I CAN'T READ YOUR MIND. I CAN'T SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT. I CAN'T SOLVE THOSE DIFFICULT PROBLEMS. BUT AT LEAST SHARE IT WITH ME RIGHT ! AT LEAST YOU FEEL FREAKING MUCH BETTER AND YOU WON'T GET SO PISSED EASILY.
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